Tuesday, 10 August 2010

a terrible month


Hi all. I'm sorry it's been such a long time since I posted anything, but the past month has been a horrible month, and I just couldn't concentrate enough to sit down and write about anything. However today I feel like I have to.

Last week my beautiful little girl esme went missing. I put posters up all over our estate to try and find her. I got a phone call yesterday to tell me someone thinks they had found her. Unfortunately she'd been dead in their garden for 3 days. I'm sure you can imagine how horrible it was to go and bring her home and make sure it was her by this point, which has left me in a state of pure misery since.
Other problems before this happened have also included a car accident (no body was hurt but we now are paying through the nose on insurance.) Matt lost his job, my vespa broke over and over costing nearly £500 to fix, which has been such a struggle to afford, and the stress and arguments that have entailed.

The only thing that has been keeping me going is the hope that things can only get better, and that my string of bad luck might finally be over :(

11 comments:

♥coco rose♥ said...

Oh my lovely, what a horrible time you have been having. HUGE MASSIVE HUGS BEING FLOWN OVER TO YOU. I'm sorry to hear about Esme. How traumatic. Cars, what a pain. I can sympathise a little. I had my sunroof smashed by a schoolkid and what should have been a simple claim and fix, has turned into a complete nightmare. They have been trying to get us to pay £650 for it even though fully insured. Although it seems nothing compared to your wooes. But think, there are times when it just feels like one hit after another keeps on coming, but it will get better, just hang on in there my friend. Love and hugs Vanessa xxx

Deborah said...

Vanessa is right, things do get better (can personally vouch for that) and you have friends here that care and listen. Take some quiet time for yourself and take a "phew deeeep breaths"!
Much love and huggles to you
Deb x

hapi-ness said...

thank you lovelies, i really appreciate it. I'm so happy to have my wonderful blogging ladies. And I'm sure that this cloud will have a silver lining soon x

Emma said...

Oh I am so so sorry about Esme.
I can totally understand how you must feel.
I hope things get better very soon for you and your other half, I am sure they will.
Sending you a "HUGE" cyber hug...Em x

Florence and Mary said...

Oh you poor thing, it never rains when it pours.

Sending you a big hug,

Victoria xx

Claire@AreWeNearlyThereYet said...

Oh Babes! What a rotten old time of it you're having! Poor poor Esme.

Snuggle up together Hun, and slowly but surely things will improve, honest. xxx

Cat B said...

Hopefully this news might help bring cheer to your world -
Your mary jane slippers I knitted you are almost ready to post.
Sorry to hear the Universe has been sending you bad days - tell it to go away and annoy someone else now!
Huggles
Cat

Elizabeths Attic said...

I sympathise with you as I lost my cat last month and it is heart breaking but she will now be in cat heaven were it rains milk and every tree is there to be climbed. Hope your luck has a turnabout soon. My prayers and thoughts are with you at this time.
Beverley x

elle thornton said...

Hi hon - sorry to hear you're having such a horrible time and so sorry about Esme.

These things always come along at once giving you no time to get over one thing before hitting you with the next ((hugs))

You'll look back and wonder how you got through it all but you will - stay strong and know lots of people are sending you happy vibes so you can return to Happi-Ness, L xx

elle thornton said...

Hi hon - sorry to hear you're having such a horrible time and so sorry about Esme.

These things always come along at once giving you no time to get over one thing before hitting you with the next ((hugs))

You'll look back and wonder how you got through it all but you will - stay strong and know lots of people are sending you happy vibes so you can return to Happi-Ness, L xx

hapi-ness said...

oooh cat you are so wonderful, i am so excited!!

 
blog template by suckmylolly.com : background image by Patrick Hennessey